the pics above are captured by my lumix digital camera ^^

these are the pics that i edited myself..lol..simply edited with my lousy photoshop skills..

venue - botanical garden,putrajaya..

it was freaking hot and we were all very tired after the half day shooting..i was so nervous lol.

Avril Lavigne - I Love You (Official Music/Full Song) HQ with Lyrics

Jena Lee - J'aimerais Tellement

Graffiti

I think i have addicted to scribble with the apps in my phone now..

maybe this is the best way to express how i feel and my thought!!

sorry peeps..i know maybe u dun like to the see the ugly graffiti.

I want a relationship, not a relationshit!

Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.

I saw a meaningful yet funny quote in Tweeter today..

haha..i dun want to have any relationship nor relationshit right now..

I'm quite satisfied with current situation and i think i just need some friends to crap with me..

I want a relationship, not a relationshit!

my stomach is unwell from morning til now..guess that i ate smthg wrong yesterday :(

things are getting better and suspicious killed with the friend..kit hong..

i didnt talk to you coz i rarely meet you and shit happened from last year september until now..so it made me less interacting with you and we are different class now..

but at least is a good thing that you could be frank with me..

later seng hui kor kor is coming to find me!!! woohoo..a god bro that sayang me for so long time d..dun misunderstand..haha..coz nothing is more than that and i dun need a bf right now..:)

Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm,

but to add color to my sunset sky!

张惠妹 如果你也听说KTV

I'm very sad..why all the unexpected things happened at this moment??

Sad

Today is not a good day for me..

i'm extremely down now :'(

LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett, GoonRock

shake yr body and put yr hands up!!!

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

Simple yet Complicated

Have you ever think "Why is life so complicated?" Some one asked me this question before. And honestly that time I don't have an answer for that question. After a while, I let my self think about this question. Keep myself thinking, what is the best answer for the question. Well, I guess different people will give different answer.

"Why is life so complicated, Why does everything need to be so messy like why cant life be simple, Why do people need to like do what they want even if it would hurt someone, Why do people say things they don't really mean but still say them or if they do mean them, Why do they need to say it. Is life only about money and sex. Why do people need to change all the time and what if someone liked someone better the way they were before and they changed completely but change in a bad way what do you do. If you know someone is getting away from you and your loosing contact with that person then what. What if someone you like does not notice you. what you do if when you look back you don't know where your at no more. You don't know the last time you had a good time with your family and friends with no fights."

I know most of us hope that our life can be more simple and easier than what we face right now. For me it's all about yourself. Life is complicated, that's we call it LIFE. If life always easy and simple, what do you expect you can learn from this life? My little sis also asked me this question long time ago. She asked me why we have to be struggle to get what we want? Why life keep complicated as we grow up? Why we have to think about so many things?

Well babe... Actually, I just can give you my simple opinion. For me, if life were simple, there is nothing we can learn and we can't improve our self to be a better person. Do you think you can learn something if you never get through the real life? As we have to face the hardest way, we maybe did not realize that we learn a lot of things from that. It's hurt but believe me, this pain is one of powerful lesson that teach you to be more strong. So, why are we so scared when life is getting complicated? Believe me, if life is simple there's no fun. ^.^v

Forget bout the person that you like but never notice you. Forget about your tears, forget about people who keep thinking that you never exist or whatever that bother you. All you have to do now is learn...Learn from this complicated situation because you will find a happiness if you can get through all of this. Remember, if life is simple, there's no fun and I bet you, your life is useless if you didn't learn something from your life. :D~ So, stop complaining and stop asking "Why is life so complicated"!!!

complicated

I'm having some complicated feeling right now..It's like worrying smtg bad gonna happens soon..I feel so so so tired at this moment..scare that I pick a wrong move again!oh yeah..this is the second week d..things are get back to normal on me..but I dunno the other side..guess that he never felt anything and nvr give a damn about it..
And I felt so disappointed to a so-called bestie..he's such a stupid..fine..those who never respect me then they don't deserve me as their frens..hey there!i don't need you as my friend la..stupid bastard isolate urself!!!

Pending tasks that i need to complete in this month and reminder for myself~

- FYP

- Management's group project

- FEM's group project

- Photoshooting with Jeff **can't postpone anymore**

- Jogging twice a week

- Go to dance class more often..can't be lazy anymore!!!!

- get one ppl accompany me to Jogoya..:( i need ppl who likes to eat Japanese cuisine.

- Fully utilize my every weekend @ Klang Valley..go somewhere that i've never been to coz i only left 2months here :(

- More outings with friends!!! :)

Bob Marley On How To Love A Woman

You may not be her first, her last or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she’s not there. – Bob Marley

I found this from someone's fb note today..i think he himself also forgot about this quote..

HOW TO LOVE A WOMAN?

This is actually so true..and its one of the mistakes I've always done, and only realised in this relationship - that we shouldn't try and change, or be upset with, the past.

We all have a past, and we have all loved before, but what counts is NOW - what you have together this day, today.

Sing K with my coursemates

last friday i went sing K with my coursemates..and it's friday!

the day we shouldn't crack our head with books and fyp..

so we went to the green box at jusco cheras selatan..

my last K session was at Penang Rexbox Gurney with weiyang..

still rmb it was the first time and the last time we both sang together..lol

so we all actually had fun and we sang til 730pm..

after that we went dinner together @ serdang..

the gang

duet with Mr Seow, the coursemate that helped me a lot in these 4years.

me,wei teng and anderson

we both also TEOH and from Sg Petani.maybe he is another superstar in the future :)

Love is. Living in the moment

Love is. Realizing what you’ve lost

Love is. Forgiving another’s mistake

Love is. Forgiving yourself.

Love is. Learning to let go

Love is. Giving someone wings to fly

Love is. Sharing someone else’s happiness

Love is. Accepting who you are

Love is. Healing through the heartbreak

Love is. Making sacrifices

Love is. Embracing the good and bad in life

Love is. Willingly making room for people in your heart

Love is. What you’re born with

Love is. There when you least expect it to be

Love is. Being brave enough to cry

Love is. Hearing with your ears but listening with your heart

Love is. Being hopelessly flawed

Love is. Trying your hardest to understand someone

Love is. Expecting nothing in return

Love is. Having no expectations

Love is. Never questioning why

Love is. Finding your way home

Love is. Adapting to change

Love is. A long journey of self discovery But most of all..

Love makes you who you truly are.

LeeHom - All The Things You Never Knew

LeeHom - All The Things You Never Knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
Hu die zha ji chi yan jing
How many times does a butterfly blink
才学会飞行
Cai xue hui fei xing
Before it learns to fly?
夜空洒满了星星
Ye kong sai man le xing xing
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
但几颗会落地
Dan ji ke hui luo di
But how many there will remain?

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall
很靠近 还听见呼吸
Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi
So close I can hear you breathe
对不起 我却没捉紧你
Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
Hu die zha ji chi yan jing
How many times does a butterfly blink
才学会飞行
Cai xue hui fei xing
Before it learns to fly?
夜空洒满了星星
Ye kong sai man le xing xing
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
但几颗会落地
Dan ji ke hui luo di
But how many there will remain?

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall
很靠近 还听见呼吸
Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi
So close I can hear you breathe
对不起 我却没捉紧你
Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall
噢噢~
o o

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
How could I ignore your every cry
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
So clearly pierced my heart
你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
You don't know why I had to keep away
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

❤Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.❤

Today is a rainy day at my place..

I woke up early to class but I received a text from my course mate when i almost stepped out from my house and the class has been canceled due to the lecturer took emergency leave..

I feel so good right now though I am single again..

Maybe it was a wrong step that I got together with him so fast..

The scar is still there but I dunno why this time I recovered quickly compared to last time..

Maybe I have learnt to stay stronger and I need to be more independent to cheer myself up..

Learn to love myself more and treat myself more better..

Time can heal everything..

I didnt contact him anymore as I think this is what he wishes for..

And i understand when one people doesnt like you anymore then there's no other reasons for you to disturb him or keep on bugging him anymore..

I did coz I thought to try and I'd already tried my best and i couldn't change the fact that he's no longer sayang me anymore..

Life moves on..I have completely given up on you..

I am not hoping anything so there's no any disappointments..coz disappointments are the worse thing to endure..

Just suck it up and live life..nobody is born perfect or able to meet everyone's expectations..

So I wish you all the best Yang and take care of yourself..

Though we know each others and got to be together for a very short period but I never regretted knowing you haha..Take care! =)

❤Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.❤

Gotta seriously work hard for my thesis and start looking for a job so i can start working asap..Thanks to my friends who cheered me up and I really appreciate you guys as my friends..I will work hard for my future..

Thanks peeps!

We aren't compatible..then that's it.nothing can change that.the gap is too big.
U built my trust and confidence on guys once again but now u r telling me we aren't compatible..hard to accept the truth that u can change so fast..after we coupled,we seldom keep in touch as before aimei..the main reason is I dun want both of us to feel stress as we both also want freedom..still u think that is not enough..or u could just tell me frankly that u dun like me anymore.It's more easier to accept if compared to other reasons..
If you ever put efforts or tolerate with each others,then things are sure different between us..you're so stubborn and never listened to others..no one is perfect as what u told me before..the only thing why u gave up on us I think bcoz u dun like piggy anymore..
U nvr listened to me and nvr given me any chances to explain anything..

To love is to risk not being loved in return.

To hope is to risk pain.

So I wont love you anymore and I wont hope anything anymore so I dun have to take any risks!

Life goes on!

^^

Baobei

I know there is not a chance for us anymore..but just barely one week and u chose to end it d..

will it too fast and things might can work if both of us know what we actually want from each others?

we less communicate with each others after we coupled..

i don't know whats wrong and we both also scared to share our things with each others..

we both didnt really put the best efforts in this relationship..

is it we both really cant suit each others?we both aimei for so long..he understands me and i understand him..

why things can't work between us?

I just to let you know,I am fine..dun worry..everything takes time..sadly we both can't become close friends like before d..

Maybe I am not good enough..Hope you're happy there <3

:'(

sad..really sad..it's expected!why im still crying now?sad sad sad sad sad sad sad...

Miss you Bunny

Dear I know I aint a very good gf..I know I'm always the one who made so much noise..

but I really care about u truly from my heart..

hope things get better between us..

we must Jia you together ok!

Miss you my bunny!

feel like pinching his face right?

he is just too cute =p

stressed out

i feel like crying now..sigh..who can guide me what shall i do now?i need you right now...

I almost forget when is the last time that i mention I LOVE YOU to someone..

I love Bunny

i love Bunny..

played with my bunny and captured with webcam this afternoon..

i was bored!

this pic is specially dedicated to someone..

Bunny, i know i am not so smart as you..

i am your silly piggy

baby piggy!

i hope both of us will appreciate each others..

i will smile when you smile & feel all the pain you do..

and if u cry a single tear,

I promise I will cry too..

hope u will sayang me more!

A stable relationship requires time and a successful relationship requires 100% commitment from both parties. Cherish your loved ones!! =)