Restart

it's like after so long..finally i got the time to do a little update..

life has been busy and great..

nothing much special..passed through the very busy and hectic life with all the projects and assignments..

it's terrible for me coz i was totally stressed out!

and i totally got to know the truth..guess it's a good start for me and im currently looking for a full time job..

i wanna work as engineer also!lol

Strangers, again

the happiest thing for today is shopping.

--to be continued.

hahahaha..i look nerd here right?without any make up on..lol

well..it's 4.18am now but im here still wanna blog a little bit..

erm..i still have 2more weeks..i must be strong to get through all the obstacles..

life's been busy..and im really tired..

sick and fever..

i know i have to go through all the pain myself..

nobody can help me..

i dun want to let any of them worry about me anymore..

i love my family and my friends..

i appreciate everyone no matter you're close to me or just my HI-BYE's frens..

u asked me it's easier if i hate you..

well..it's been a month..i nvr hate you though maybe you are the one who hates me the most..

erm..maybe it's the time for me to let go totally..

i know you told me that we're still friends but you never treat me as a friend..

and you really misunderstood about me..

i really nvr nvr think to get back with u or anything..

i just feel that it's too bad that we bcoz of a week and spoiled the friendship..

aint its good that we maintain as friends or close friends since you're really nvr like me..

but all things cant turn back..my ex also told me how he wished that all these nvr happened but it's impossible..

he doesnt love anymore and same as you..

ermm..i wont say anything anymore..i will just let go everything starts from now..

i know you hate me..it's okay..

thats why i told you i dun wanna aimei with you coz someday i will turn to yr enemy..

i'm tired..i replied yr tweet in twitter coz i tot it was just nothing..i nvr hope to get any replies from u..

coz i just wanted to console you and i only act as your fren..

and i know whats called KEEPING DISTANCE..from break up til now,you only whatsapp me telling me to break..

it's so unfair to me..you nvr listened to me..

the one who asked me to become yr gf was you too..but the one who asked to break also YOu..

this is my own little blog..i just want to blurt out my feeling..

i'm alright..dun worryy..

good night..sugar dreams!

tomorrow definitely will be a better day..well i enjoy my current life very much..at least i know who's really good to me and sayang me..

arghhh..im so tired!nitez peepz!

my heart is really pain..help..im so sad..dunno why..

Yiruma I'm Just A

That's LIFE!

a plain fact of human relationships is this: People come and people go.

some people are just compatible become your friends and you will never think to get closer with them..

some people are only can keep them as your bestie whom you may think to share everything to him/her and you will never think to further any friendship..they will always be there for you whenever you feel down and they will wipe yr tear off..

you might think to get him/her as your partner but the thing that hold you back is that you know friendship can last forever while u cant guarantee he/she will be your last one..

Someone that we have loved with all of our hearts one day can, quite literally, vanish from our lives the next...

not necessarily from death. Not even from rancor..

sometimes simple circumstance can take a best friend, a lover or a partner right out of your hands, never to be seen again.

flashed back those old memories,i feel so thankful to him..he had taught me to stay stronger and i learned to view things from different perspectives..time cant fly back but what you can do is learning to appreciate the ones who you got right now..

people come and people go, satisfying a need for love and companionship in your life,or teaching you something you need to know..

luckily, a few people will stick around for a lifetime. But most are just here for a season..

maybe two...

and that’s OK, because even though the physicality is gone, the love you created remains. Always..

enough of crapping for today..will come back to update again when it's the time..this is my random thought when i got up on this sunday morning..

here's just started raining again...i shall continue my works and im gonna pamper myself with good foods after so many days of hardwork...

last but not least,i want to express my gradtitute to the ones who helped me alot..i love u guys!!!

we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them...

thank q so much for having me,and for letting my ideas and thoughts come into your lives...

it has been both a pleasure and a joy... =p

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins + Lyrics (HD)

I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/today_my_life_begins.html ]
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's too short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Today my life begins...

Apology

I'm so sorry that i didn't know that you dun like it..

and i didnt know you cant still take it..

erm i guess i know what to do d now..

if you dun like it,just tell me straightforward..

i must not to repeat my mistake anymore..

im getting tired..i really hope the thing like today wont happen anymore..

u know who you are and what im talking about..

sorry i didnt know it will piss u off!

sorry...

Sad

arghh..my car get clamped this early morning..

continuously 2days d..paid so much for the stupid summons...arghhh

spent so much lately..HTC and my samsung ace..shouldnt buy the samsung..

i wanna cry but i couldn't cry out..

how to cheer up??

T.T

CRAP

erm..im having bad gastric now but im still wanna blog a little bit..

yest i went starbucks at 3 two square..when i reached home then i only realised there's a summons again!!

this is from PDRM T.T

there's gonna a big hole in my pocket again..

today kentwin told me vivien got new bf d..

and summore vivien deleted me from her fb..i really wondered why did she do that..

maybe she doesnt wanna relate herself with any of her frens..

it has been a month that i broke off with yang..

time flies..we hadn't really talked to each others for about a month..

even break-up also thru whatsapp..err..im still doing pretty fine though lotsa bad things happened around..

but i dunno how is him now..everytime i tried to talk to him but wat i got was just ignorance..

guess that he doesnt want to be friend with me anymore..

that's sad..

cheer up Esther!!!

headache

Argh..so many works need to do..but Im not in the mood of doing it..Swt...

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Having few true friends is better than having a large network of pretentious friends.

Quality beats Quantity all the time!

April Fools' Day - Pranked call

Omg i got a prank call from so-called mitsubishi officer just now!!!

wtf...it was JONATHAN BEN Yeong Yeong!!!

im gonna post up his pic here and let you all see how naughty he is..

he claimed saying that he's from mitsubishi and want phone interviewed me.

he asked so many stupid questions and told me that i'd just screwed up the job got 3k paid..

somemore asked me to describe myself and tell them about my capability..wtf..

i really told them and i asked for the interview and he patiently explaining that they got 2000applications and once i pass the call interview then there's 2nd round bla bla bla~~~~~

~=.='''~

the most lame part was he acted indian guy to talk to me..

i dunno how he did it but he got lotsa indian frens and chill with them most of the time.

and he stays at bangsar also.

haha

well,this is the stupid dude..dun misunderstand,he aint my bf..just a naughty friend of mine and always think to prank others -.-''' but he's good looking and he's single and available.

to the girls out there,if you want an immature yet a lil bit naughty type bf..

here you go!thats him..jonathan ben Yeong!i guess he'll be very gentle to the ladies hahaha..