complicated

I'm having some complicated feeling right now..It's like worrying smtg bad gonna happens soon..I feel so so so tired at this moment..scare that I pick a wrong move again!oh yeah..this is the second week d..things are get back to normal on me..but I dunno the other side..guess that he never felt anything and nvr give a damn about it..
And I felt so disappointed to a so-called bestie..he's such a stupid..fine..those who never respect me then they don't deserve me as their frens..hey there!i don't need you as my friend la..stupid bastard isolate urself!!!